believe me

to start my day…i have dreamt of nabungi daw ngipin ko…it was funny but i know it has meaning…i don’t know what is it but my classmate told me that it is malas daw..

today„ i was inspired and yet sad because of thing happened a while ago…

its our break time when me and my classmates decided to eat at sizzling plate.. (outside of our school) then…an  old woman asked us if we can donate blood…she was a little bit teary eyed and i see in her eyes that she really needs help…sabi nya kung may kakilala daw b kame na may blood type a…we dont know what our blood types…so we can’t help her…naawa ako kasi leukemia pla ang sakit ng anak nea and nasa critical na condition na…wala syang pera pambli ng dugo sa red cross and galing pa sila ng probinsya.sa eat ave pa nakaconfine and nagbakasakali na may dugo sa feu hospital… We give her money so at least makaka help kame.. desperate na sya…she said na “d ko alam kung paano ko kayo mababayaran kahit magpaka alila ako gagawin ko”. Naiyak ako and naawa ako…all we can do is pray for and for her child..

life is totally unfair….unfair si God….bakit sa mga mahirap pa? naasar din ako sa sarili ko kasi I can’t help…

I have realized na ganun tlga ang life and i have realized na maswerte ako kasi d sakin binigay ni God ang problema na yon… I have realized that life is important…gagawin mo ang lahat para mabuhay ang loved one mo…

then after that…. sabi ni shanon: “na inspire tuloy ako lalo maging doktor”

it has an impact to me..sana maging doktor na ko para matulungan ko sya….sana mayaman nln ako…

sana tulungan sila ng mga mababait na tao…

sana maawa si GOd

sana sana…sana di sila mawalan ng pag asa… :)

hay….bakit b kasi may nstp? err….i hate this….we know all the things that are right…pero d ln ntin gnagawa and inaaply in our community….as a concerned and responsible citizen….

well,.. as i’m writing…this…im here at cybermed here in our school….katabi ko si tats…ang aking napakabait na buddy…we’re here kasi nag reresearch sila for their thesis..together with dave…guia and tina….wala kasi kaming nstp…err…badtrip…one subject ln kme ngaun…tas ang aga pa…puyat pa ko….my head aches and my legs are…d ko alam? because of yesterday… :)

i’d like to describe my friends here at feu…they said new school…new friends…nung 1st sem d p ko masyado naka adjust..kasi nttkot ako…pero ngayon…wala ln…hehe…i’m happy na…i’m not an emo na…

my bff here at school is gem….precious gem….she is tall…white like snow white and has curly hairs like taylor swift…lagi ko sya inaasar na melai….kulot….taylor shit…hahaha niloloko ko din sya kung kelan sya mag coconcert.,. haha

i was sad because d kme classmates dis sem…kasi nagkasakit sya last sem and she take removals pa….kaya ayun…we missed each other but we still find contacts.. :)

natutuwa ako sa kanya ngayun kasi she is inlove..with ramon!! ang tawag ko sa loveteam nila is gegemon!! hahaha xD and since ramon and my crush paolo are classmates…she also make us loveteam!! chopao daw!! kasi camacho and paolo!! hahaha nakakatawang isipin pero masaya…hahaha lagi kme nag iinggitan about sa mga crushes namen….but….i am afraid na baka wala n sya next year kasi wla daw syang plano sa buhay….pero nung nagka planner sya galing starbucks..aba….nagkaplano ang gaga at she has inspiration!! :D

next is tats…! :) tats..? celestine tating!! hahaha d ko alam kung pano kami nging close….bsta nagkasama ln kme :) ayun…wala syang ka alam alam n sinusulat ko sya sa blog ko…katabi ko pa naman sya… :)

dave—-50-50 sya…bisexual? idk… but masaya sya kasama and masarap okrayin… :D and magaling din sya mang asar„kaya vibes kame…hahaha :D

guia….crush ng bayan…hahaha she is sooo cute…and smart…silent pero makulet…

stop na….joan (a nigerian) is reading my blog though she doesn’t understand it…hahaha bbye :p